Sick Of It All.

Yes, I am getting tired.
More than usual, tired of this all.
I just wanted to be lying somewhere
And wishing it was all was a bad dream.
But it is not.
And it weakens me,
Leaves me without a ground, in a bad way.
Because me, being honest, makes her mock of me
And disrespect everything she has taught me.
And yet, she never listens to what I say.
Always wanting to be right,
Always being the first and last.
Always yelling at me, mocking even more.

Why be so childish?
Why not think before doing things?
Why she has to destroy herself and thus,
Destroy the others around, hurt deeply?
And laugh about it!
I do not understand, and
I am getting tired more and more.
Until the time comes that I decide to give up once and leave.
Leave it all behind, including her.
Certainly, she will remains alone,
Because he loves her but he is tired already,
That's why he is still here. The only cause.

Please,
I just want her to see that this is all for her own good.

Why the easiest things has to be so hard?
Why she has to be so ignorant?

Oh, I am tired. Sick. Too Much.