Without Her.

After all this mess,
All the harm she does,
All the lost ways,
All the unseen chances,
All the wasted tears,
Will she change somehow, finally?

And now,
After all the learnings,
All the mistakes,
All the truths,
All the misguided lights,
All the waiting and hoping,
May I can survive this time?

Without her, without her eyes, without her words.
All I need is a change coming from her,
Is a new person using that soul,
Without anymore wasting, without ignorance, without negativity.