Roller Coaster

it is a roller coaster of feelings
and we both play with them
playing with ourselves
like it is the next best thing
we do not know how to give caress without hurting
it is our nature
everyone has blood in the hands
we are not the only culprit
and I do not want to have regrets
making it go away
instead of under
but we drown
the deepest the better
with the life there is beneath the surface
we dove in the blood of our hearts in hemorrhage

it will never be the same as the last page written and read a thousand times
we both have this conscience
something about our past lives makes us go deeper than we can really reach
oh darling, I can not hide how much I admire and adore you
my nature thrills
with my soul when close to you
it is not that kind of love
it is just bigger than we can catch up
together with all the laughs, intimacy, mistakes, crazy things
what can I say?
we are mad in our own ways
equal only in this
never the same again
honey, forgive me for everything I have done
I am not perfect
so not you
I hope we bound better in the next life
I wish you all the best, always and forever
does not matter all the upside down
I care so, I feel you.