patterns

I have patterns of behaviours 

even though I can not believe it

I need to accept it

to feel without so much burden kept inside 

to do not discover in the end it was all for nothing

therefore, enlightening my choosed paths

blossoming myself 

and everything that can make me feel a little more alive

instead of a dying peace of flesh 

exactly how this world that you and I dwell influence us to feel 

the void nurtured with time - I know well - 

the lack of significance

the soul grows in its own abyss 

here we are, no thoughtful realisations 

...and more unconscious patterns are to come