scared to dive again

I have been scared to be comfortable with someone

to embrace with my all my heart

to end up unraveling tactless acts

showing the real face behind the pretty mask

leaving me somehow teared apart

while you are gone

gone with the wind

taking it all for granted

forgetting everything,

not giving a fuck about anything 

anymore

and I tried to find answers in my core

but they do not live there

only within you 

I have been scared to dive again in someone

even though I perceive the littlest

we will never truly known

what's inside another's chest