the higher I can get

a feelings burst happens

in the silence of the night

along with a glass of wine

the skies are only clouds

hiding all the light 

and holding the water in 

as I am 

is it intuition or paranoia?

the full moon in cancer gives me its third eye

is it a mirror moment sign?

asking though I already know where the lines go

so many times unworthy 

craving, embracing and fighting for nothing 

this roaming insecurity

will never leave for good but tear apart this heart 

I know perfection exists just inside this head 

leave me be the higher I can get

life is better like that