If's, But's, Up's.

Oh if I just had the chance
now
to travel the world
not just in my mind
but in real life
I would renew myself at whole
not just little by little
forgetting sometimes about myself.

Oh if I could be there and here
now and then
to find security in everything
not just in my dreams
but concretely
I would be so fresh and refreshed
not just for one single moment
I do not want just memories,
I want the now, I want it now.

But oh, I have to stop to live only
in the future inside my head
it do me all the bad
because I believe it, deep
and then I forget about the present
Making myself such a fool
and pretending to enjoy
everything and everyone around
because life is unique
but not all of us sees that.

Put my head up high, on the present and unexpected
Walk with eyes and intuition open
Dance in every rain and storm
Know and find wonderful places
Around this beauty infinite world.

and with bare feet I go on.