Questions I Do Not Comprehend.

Why do I keep pushing people farther away from me?

And if it was not love what I feel for you, but lack of caress that I just laid on your chest?

What is going on with my life?

Why the fear of losing, let down or waste someone's life is the only one by my side?

Which one is me?

The me before you or while I carry on thinking of you?

I am wasting days in overthoughts of your face, I know.
I am leaving myself behind in tears shed with hope that tomorrow will be all better, oh I know.
I am going faster that I used to and the interest comes only from my part,
I know that. And how I do.