parts of me that will never heal

every time you say something
that cruel
you rip off a part of me
exactly the part I am trying
everyday
to fix
to amend what you like to harm.

and you can not see
to realize is not on your dictionary
it is an illusion
where you inhabits
for you does not live
oh such a long time you do not
for you ignore your senses

you talk about me like I am devil
but you are
you are the one that brings the evil
when you feel even a bit of goodness on me
and I can not handle it anymore
you insist in not learn anything
acting as I if was a burden for you
if I was an child
that for your weak knowledge,
does not know nothing about anything

you are unaware of how much you hurt

parts of me that will never heal
no matter what I do
I try my best everyday
but it is not enough
I am not even close to enough for you.

but I will carry on
farther away from you
that is what you are asking for
oh what do you live for?
will you come back to this earth
only to experience it all again?
I am tired of trying to teach you things you only despise
so this is my cue,
for I will carry on
lighter
stronger
better
without you.

(I hope you care for yourself)