moments of needed dive

the sun in the buildings
like a scene from a movie
so close and so far
for I can not touch
just sigh

almost diving in an ocean of me
I have been holding it inside for too long
I need to get away
to tear down, on my own instead
but I know it is coming
and with just a trigger I will dive deep

the exact hour I was born shows in the monitor
the number that makes me company
and puts a smile on my face when I need more
leaving me intrigued also
subliminal messages
coming from the universe
an inner contemplative moment

I feel so full
there is a need to put it out
to cleanse the soul so out of soil
we can not bare that much
it is not healthy
but they keep on treating us as automatic mechanisms
we are just robots to them
deep down, we feel so
it is no secret
your ignorance too

open your eyes
let us feel alive