how to take my heart away

I have learned over the years

how to be more inside of myself

to discover the causes of my feelings

and my reactions

endogenous or exogenous

not to open to anyone about any little thing

sometimes we need the mystery to live by

it gives us the security we so die searching for

oh pretty girl

I would say for you to look in your inner mirror more

instead of lurking outside

where there is only perditions

somehow really good 

but with exceptions

and 'know how's to deal with'

this world is fucked up

and it wants to fuck us up too

let it come slowly

taste the mistakes

and another kind of dares

today what leaves my heart open

like legs mad to be controlled by another's arms

is the sensation

of a whisper

of the song

of the possessive thinking of them between those legs

and among the entrails of the jungle of my mind

for what is it but permission by good actions?

no one belongs to this heart

not even myself

it is free

like this body to rot