trying not to overcharge

 I may be not seen much here

yet I am here, inside of me

maybe not so tranquile

for the storm did not pass still

many messes I got myself into

some turned out to be awesome ocurrences 

some were harsh slaps in the face

I have been thoughtful

inner drowning

mind blowing

I confess this witch is somewhat away

of her practices

connected always, imerged spiritually not

I am trying not to overcharge more myself

when I am already dealing with some demons

I have fallen in love

I am watching a new path opens in this matter

where there is no possibility of my control

although, critic still, I carry on

I have fallen into this world

where absurds happens every single day

it is too much for anyone

and the moneyful do not care about anyone but themselves

that is my cue to know myself better and

do only what I can

trying not to overcharge more myself

when I am already dealing with some demons