What Really Lies Beneath

once again
the silence of the night is too loud
and I am trying not to go out of my head

It is different this time
I understand that both sides are right
but you do not know that is not all that is under the light

it's a weight in my chest

this step back exactly when I was comfortable

even more with the higher blood flow

what really lies beneath these words

for you and for me,

is something that only we acknowledge indeed

the comic part is that I have seen this movie before

even though so free from my very core

I have surrendered by your magnetic energy and caring

once again

the silence of the night is too loud
and I am trying not to go out of my head

tears runs unwillingly down my face

taking off the warm embrace around my heart

I know this attachment kills me slowly every time

shattered inside, numb outside

and there is more to do with myself than I can hide

all those feelings are lodged in an unbalanced form

I can not entirely deal with now

I just wanted the constancy of it all

because have been wearing the sensation of being on my own