waters under the bridge

I need to put in my head that I am enough 

and nothing that I do will bring you back

I just have to follow my own track

even in the days so tough 

do what you feel more like to

just careful not to drown on your ego

in the ticking of a implosion or explosion 

this is a disguised escapism

I will take my time

to understand the whys 

before the answers arrives 

I will figure out from where this lack

comes and aches at the point of

shedding tears without self control

oh the old wounds in this hole so black 

the whole matter is much deeper

yet somehow, with no endeavors at all

you made waves in waters under the bridge 

(right when I thought that with you would be light)