Farther Away

 I just wish to know

why you distanced at the point of getting cold?

why did you run so far away?

I just know that this was not all about me

it was getting deeper naturally

and you did not want that at this point of your life

I get it, but dear, you opted for the worst path

now it feels strange for me

while reflecting about the wildflowers that rot suddenly

while you are swamped on your own hyper focus

not realizing you are just running,

running every day farther away

(not only from me) (leading yourself astray)

I thought I had you figured out

though I ended up not understanding anything anymore

between our bodies and souls, 

the wanting, the flames,

the connection there was in here:

you made it disappear

is there something left hidden in you?

there is in me a living sorrow

and a missing not even a little narrow