eleven to zero

it is hard to understand

how something can go from eleven

to zero in such a short time

am I too intense,

do I feel too much with every piece of me

or actually people are colder indeed?

I just wanted more

of the attention and caring you was giving

so tender so wild so connected

but this extinguished in your core

seemed to me it was all of a sudden

although, it was fastly gradual turning into an end

I said I did not saw it coming but

maybe I noticed some signs and ignored

just because it was all too damn good

definitely, it and you was too good to be true