A Matter Of Fate

There is no one in my mind
Not now, not ever
There is nothing in my heart
Instead blood and life
There is just love deep inside, and will always be

Is something strange,
something someone can think uncommon
Well, this I can not change
So I go on

One thousand thoughts and it is driving me mad
In a bad way, in a good way

Only memories inside,
All kept on the bottom of my mind
Who had to be left behind, was,
If returns one day, returned
It is all a matter of fate

Chasing rains, needing a dose of something new
So I say in order to be taken away
That is all I need
For boundaries there has been enough,
Lies, manipulations, errors
If I am not perfect, I thank
For I do not want to be what they want me to be

I am tired ...
But I am still here because there is much more up front,
There is much more to dream, live,
To have in my hands, on my arms
Giving up is not something I would do, much less surrender myself
I would fall and could not return,
I would be something I could not stand,
Something I would not recognize
So, I wait, until reach the limit
For now, I feel good touching the sky
With my feet still on the ground

It is all a matter of fate
You know,
It is all a matter of fate.