To Stay Some Time Away

I,
Have been needing a free space for myself,
I have been in lack of an escape,
To stay away from this enclosure,
Run after my life, of my self
To open the prison of oblivion and trust my every movement,
To open the window and let the light in
With no complaints, no grudges, no guilt.
(there are many reasons which I hide)
(there are many lies which I hear)
(there are many assumptions which some are completely wrong and others are completely distorted)
Because I have been
Lifeless, with no self-esteem, without a trace of the magical person I was before.
So,
Excuse me for my disappearance,
But I need to stay some time away.