Hours of Need.

Less than one day left and
All these troubles running my mind,
Disturbing my day, leaving it all away.
Half of a week to the month finally over and
I remember what she once told me:
"I will be by your side, sis."
But, now, in my hours of need,
she is not near, she has disappear
Was it all a lie? Was it all her past?
I prefer it would be a dream, so I could wake up and follow my path.
But it is not, so what do I do?
If I care, I am criticized.
If I stop caring, I am criticized.
They, or even her, never see that they have flaws too,
It is not me the only culprit here.

Well, I know it is a vicious cycle.

Everything is coming into an end, I can see,
but still it agonies me.