Anyone Trustable.

I need
I would be pleased
I wish
For someone who could not break my heart,
leaving me confused and deeply bruised.
I am already torn apart,
Among the ashes of what we once had
From what one day was a huge fire
A war within us both.
Is there a heal?
Would my dreams be real?
Can be possible anyone understand what I feel?
Until today, I trill,
afraid of someone who could break this heart of glass.

I wish,
Oh I would be pleased,
I need
Anyone trustable for this life I am living,
This story I have been writing
Without being able to modify a single line.
A time I cannot move faster or slower.
I keep my last hopes, side by side my wounds, I hold on
It is not even close to easy, but I do.
Is there a heal?
Would my dreams be real?
Can be possible anyone understand what I feel?
Until today, I trill,
Waiting for anyone trustable to come and embrace me once for all.