I Do Not Believe In You.

Hey babe
You know what I have been through?
Not even a comma
a line, a sign, my comatose dreams.
For this moon,
I am showing up
embracing it
confronting me
in the mirror, in the core, in the eyes.

Come a little closer.
Stare my soul into my windows.
Taste my disaster,
it feels kind of sweet.
Down there, it is like my love
bittersweet.

And for the cause
all the words you say
all your touches
your fire for meeting me
before and after sex
what do I like, what do I do
Oh, I am afraid of you
Still, letting it be
You do not need to stay,
even though I crave for some caress like yours
an attention in equilibrium.

And here, now, and in the end
I do not believe you
I do not believe in nothing of this
None
I do not relieve entire with you
I am stuck in claustrophobic airs
I leash me somehow
Please,
go hard, but go feeling every breath
every moan, every sweat, everything.
Forgive me for being cold and intense at the same time.
Still, I do not believe you.