The Heavy To The Light.

tired of these heavy words
they bring out the worst in me
all the time, all the way
the energy I had left faded away
so I turn myself off
better than the automatic shutdown
where I have no control of myself
Here I listen and travel through time and space
not swallowing and shocking and reacting at
every vomited sentence.

the world is going down and we are just accepting everything that comes up
claiming our rights but no respect going towards us
the angles to pick a look are always the worst
even if the most part are to be proud of.

I can go down on my on
no need to have a seat with someone to do that
But I will not, I will not settle down
however, I do no harm on another
or I will lose sight.
every single happening comes around
every single planting, even more when cultivating
Our payments are not equal
your wheel is not mine
so I feel like better staying lonesome.
trying to decrease hopes and expectations
but dreams, always alive.