To Leave To Live.

look into my eyes
see the heart of mine beating still
I do not want to hurt you
even though you hurt
me
so I am standing far
for the care of my heart
it is just who you are
and I failed to change it
it will slip away every day a little bit more
and I can not change that
no matter what I do
I have to leave you to find the sun on my own
there is no use in helping to fly the bird in my hand
that is only on my mind
so I trade you for the bird
that will not make any hurting
I can not stop time
I can only stay away
watching the resilience happen
the heat of the sun on my back
to feel and not being able of more
the impotence is the only thing mutual
the clock will run
even after my blood stops pumping
the clouds so heavy
gathering to pour and wash it all away.