ego self hatred maniacs

 they are all fading

in huge amounts every day

making themselves suffer inside

feeding the self hatred from them and others around

they are all intoxicated

bowing down for so little

ignoring words of wisdom

where do you think you will get like this?

because you will never know the taste of real freedom

seems like facing fears and any kind of feelings at all is out of question

seems like feeling bad about yourself is addictive 

indeed is everything we know

but it is not the only easy way 

so there is not the good self criticism 

without unnecessary deep wounds 

all the time

every day

it is worthing when someone comes to you thankful for the hearing and the words of care

while the ones you live with are totally the contrary 

hell yes, it is good to not be so full of ego to become blind to my well being 

oh what a day

I am suffocating in the middle of their mess

what is wrong in increasing the self awareness

and really caring?

not confusing caring with being maniac 

once again you fail to even realize

what you do to yourself

what you do to who definitely does not need this feeling of

never being enough

open your eyes

enlight the way

for all the cards now are upside down

be kind to you

comprehend your intuition

accept the small ends

decrease this settling 

allow to transform

I can tell you it is easier than it looks

you just need to start really hearing yourself

everything than can be perceived now

is the explosion of some

and the implosion of the most 

few souls realising what are the actions for these heavy consequences 

it is all in our hands

before our eyes

being ignored by our ears and minds

getting close to the edge of the edge