south san francisco thank you, now bye

 the very first constant cadence

the very first peace i found in here

so many lessons

in higher mountains

with less mind chaos

in this city, i restarted breathing

who would have known

the stars, the universe can give me a clue

but I myself am the master of my present towards my future

one of the things i learned in these two years

after mistakes, stubborness, fear, desbelief

a lot of times i just wanted to give up

to give up before the worst

to surrender to some kind of agony

that lives inside the anxiety

of my every part

sometimes i did

to try to expurge 

to unleash a little this weight

or just when i could not be stronger some days

i am not in the same step always

and caring is perceving,

is allowing self to feel how you are willing to

is going slower, is me embracing me with arms and soul,

is breathing deep

and every part of this big change in my life

this city i came too with all my madness,

taught me this

i know, real life is not the sweet smell of jasmines every time

and it is normal, even being a rollercoaster like mine have been

revolutions

deaths

the dizziness

the explosions

i was thinking

about how this period turned out to be

in all your aspects

to resume, maybe the word is: crazy

the good and the bad was indeed crazy

all though i liked it

i thank

for it transformed everything

including me

i feel me even more

like i have never

from certainties, illusions, miss understanding, errors, acknowledgement, feeling, broadening

re-meeting, renewing what i knew within it was the realest for me

two years, one month, ten days

south san francisco thank you

now bye

see you someday

i promise to keep on tasting this life like wine

tenderly and entirely.