28th solar revolution

another solar revolution for me

many reflections

deep breathings 

self discoverings

such a pleasure and also an agony 

in other words, hormones and anxiety

dealing with the pressure of the world around

with the world inside 

the collision every time, every day

when least expected

it is there

coming slow, no noise, in the lurk

coming first with the hunger

just like a real hunter

in the end, are not we all?

some are trying with their best to cope

dwelling in the jungle is not for everyone

much less in the one created by life itself

and people, and tragedies, and dreams

another solar revolution

and with it

changes, rearrangements,

lessons, endings

a light to the walls

and maybe until almost the bottom 

of my abysses

to observe more, be thoughtful

to dare myself, to liberate from what still holds me tight

in my eyes there will be the window to my soul

so codified

so misunderstood

in such mad love it can not understand self quite right

just to the point of acceptance

and embracing 

I know it will not be really comfortable in the way ahead 

yet it will be helpful to the future 

from and to my darkness not so known,

I am ready to release

I am here to decode my feelings 

and shiverings and instinctive sighs 

take me to a better me.