my mind

dreaming is a part of my days

even when I am wide awake

I am dreaming somehow

making scenarios in my head

of desire, caress, could have been's

preparing myself for some special event 

or conversation

to be happening... or not

my mind is all the time in crazy potency

distracted and numb a lot of these times

the good green keep me on track by

lifting me up, slowing down a bit

and always, a deep deep breath

loosen of the shoulders

and hips

and whenIcan

the mind itself

seems so calm and alive of the outside

inside there are no resumed words to describe

just like the ocean and nature 

it is deeper and thicker and madder

than any moment I could imagine it to be 

more and more 

I understand

more and more

the puzzles are not chaotic 

more and more

I know 

better