sentimental

can I say that I am the master of my feelings

even if sometimes the emotions only flow

around and away

and if sometimes they just do not?

without my sight aware of their visit or break in

am I the one who control all of what is inside of me

or it is all right not to meet every single feeling

and know who they are?

I thank myself for getting me here 

after so many feelings overflow from my volcanoes 

all though, I do not know how about some part of me

I think it was like the rivers course

by the echo of my understandings 

I just want to know so much yet right now

but I know this is definitely something I have no control.

Emotions are tricky and enigmatic

they go through mysterious ways

maybe I will never understand 

maybe there is no right answer 

maybe just obsessive moments 

by me, going too deep on myself 

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