Going Back to my Real Self

This is the commence 

of going back to the person I feel more comfortable with

my real self

the one that took me a while to meet 

beyond the reflection 

deeper in the entrails

into the universe inside

- I will never really know entirely - 

This is a part of the past and the future entwined and

very much alive, finally, in the present

I will make it stay this way as I can 

because this is all that I am living for

death is lurking in the corners and chapters 

yet so, this is the end of

- in this life -

feeling like a dying flesh to rot.