you and the though of you

you

gave me all that I only dreamt of until now

despite the lack of much and

what I created inside my mind 

I

did not paid much attention in these factors 

despite the alarm inside my ears 

exactly when I begun to dream about 

you

while next to you

I 

loved you and also the thought of you

sometimes confusing myself 

and not knowing which one was real 

now it is clear and the missing does not hurt anymore

it is there,

being felt

but not in the way of what can be great