mise en abyme (thrown in the abyss)

jaded and lost within

guided by no entity

forgotten even by myself

where is my home now?

you always wanted the easiest

like I was some doll,

you played with constancy

most of all, with my heart

having no sense of consequence

this was never love

only control from your part over me

I was thrown in the abyss

after you all of a sudden cut the strings 

nothing but my vivid fears was there

devouring what was left of my energy

somehow I got through

the void of time I thought would last forever

without your presence,

the sky is clear and the paths, enlighten 

that poison you carried on your eyes

the mesmerizing words like honey

neither has power over me now

unleashed, I can finally breathe 

I am not your puppet anymore

no blame will hoover my mind

no wilderness will consume my innocence

no one like you will take my soul

under the spell ever again