Wild Waters

so many times I found myself in despair

questioning how long would it take

to forget and to move on

a few moments later I realized I didn't care

as intense as before, for the goddesses' sake

finally the line was drawn

baby steps to begin with

wishing you were dead inside my mind

for in the day by day you were erased 

and I could breathe in relief

this transmutation was definitely not kind

but now it is easier to walk forward

to where once was just a dream

in the wild waters of my core I swim

not drowning

not losing

not accepting 

it all only to berth

in the wrong wharf

but leaving behind you 

and forgiving my old me to

head on fully living