all alone

 now and then

emotions will overflow

for reasons biological or people's egoistic acts

all away from my reach to control

sensibility is missing

since the beginning of it all

and it is not teached as it should

just give in before you are mesmerized by the siren's call

that is nothing more than swimming in your own abyss

on a repetition of repent

so watch me diving

into the deep again

the way I came I want to go

all alone

I learned to be in peace with myself

because you can not rely on anyone truly

if chosing this path, you will end up lost

in the middle of nowhere

i started to reflect about karma

and how it does not work as it supposed to be

wasting my time, my life

crying, raging, wishing

the triple in return

mostly in vain

listen from far beyond

the yelling for help echoing

never answered

every day there is another for the count

like the misguided spirit who is absorbed in denial or

did not see how quickly its life on this earth has ended

not only people, even justice will leave you in the blank

all alone

I learned to be in peace with myself

because you can not rely on anyone truly

if chosing this path, you will end up lost

in the middle of nowhere

watch me diving

into the deep again

the way I came I want to go