The endings

So many begginings

Lost in my life

To be completely evolved

While being entertained by

Anxiously awaiting 

The obsessions in the middle 

Rewinding, reechoing, rehearsing 

until it loses sense

To detach like it never was desired before

To let the fire faint 

To be caught in cloud nine

And not facing the endings

As it supposed to be

Just fading into time 

Falling inside my mind 

Failing myself again 

Realising

Analysing

Regretting

Learning

Ressignifying 

Changing

Repeating 

Until I fall into myself again