uninvited

does not matter if I am dead or alive

they are looking for me

wherever I go

whatever I do

they are watching me

I can not pretend nor hide

I can only try to fight

they know who I am

they live inside of my every nightmare

it does not matter

wide awake

I can feel everything

but my body does not move an inch

for the goddess sake

I wish I could just end it

leashed, my entrails notice the leech

(dwelling in me, uninvited) 

(wake me up)

(outside)

it is not under my control

sometimes I do not know

if I am inside a paralyzed dream

or going towards insanity's stream

It is not under my control

sometimes all that I know

does not help me in anything 

but if I could move, if I could scream...

does not matter if I am vivid or about to rot

they can see through

whatever shape I wear

to any scenery I try to run to

they can smell my fear

I can not pretend nor hide

I can only try to fight

they know who I am

they live inside of my every nightmare

it does not matter

...if I am dead or alive

they are looking for me

wherever I go

whatever I do

they are watching me

(dwelling in me, uninvited) 

(wake me up)

(outside)

(because inside I can feel it all)