All My Fault.

It was a sunny day today
With a little good wind
It was a rainy night tonight
With a little heat in the air

And I still wish you by my side
At least for your caress
At least for your sweet eyes on mine
I still need you here, babe

Drink to the unique moment
Enjoy until it lasts

So many days and nights without writing
Busy with life, feeling good, but missing...
. . . him on my bed, giving me his hands
The moment that never seem to end

"Nothing is what it seems", somebody said
And was right
I understood the meaning, and it left me sad
Even though, was everything about me
I could change, and this could change him
Change all around
But I gave up
Thinking IT would change something for better
But it only brought the worse
He forgot me
I lost him
We moved on, even without each other
And I miss him on my bed, by my side, looking at me
Playing his guitar
Singing out loud
And leaving me breathless
It is all my fault, it is always me.