I Am Not A Killing Being, But...

I am, too, not the killing type
I swear
and you know it
even not knowing me entirely
But sometimes all that is left of me
in this will of killing
ripping out the life of you
leaving just the body
your soul once used.

I am not a killing person,
even though I am a human, a mammal
But sometimes this feeling is all
I have inside.
I am not a killing being,
but sometimes you leave with the will
to kill you
slowly
one thousand one tortures
- I have patience -
- I have courage -
I just do not it, because I want to see
Destiny and fate together doing what you deserve
Every little thing you did once and every day
with me and the others around
with yourself;
You will feel, you will testify, you will awake
tied, forsaken and smothered
Nothing more - even if I desire that within - and nothing less
Just the way you did to me,
Just the way.