Can Not Stand Only Craving

Can not lie here and get up then
Can not stop feeling once for all
Can not
breathe
anymore.

Butterflies flying
Calling me to go
Colours in the air
This old air
I feel cold within
I do not know anything no more
Is there hope?
Is there a total rearrange?
Or just nope?

Can not stop this racional being
Can not stand only watching
Can not break this chain
What can I do?
If there is not even a rhyme
A rhythm

I just can not stand only craving.
I need to fulfill.