Hearted In This Dawn.

And one day you fell for me
In the other you say you were just wanting to please me

Dear, I am afraid
I am adoring it as it is now
But do not want to fall the way I do usually
I will hurt you and end up all broken again
and this time may the pieces never gather
because I know there is some reality hidden
Something I maybe not telling you
or something I still did not discover of you

I am like a cat
Feels everything
and get scared of anything

I know I will be mistaken
Tomorrow you can be gone
and I, lost
in no paradise.

Because of my universe lived and learned,
I am stuck in reality
together with floating within dreams
that most will never come true.
Fairytales does not exist.

I am not strong enough
It hurts only in fearing it happen
I have no control of it, do not come, you do not have it too
It is complicated, too confused, too big too good too evil

one day you feel me
in the next you are dead right beside.

One day it all seems so true
in the future so close you were never even real.

One more lesson it can become, yes
but will I recover?
I dive too deep
I feel so intensely
I am made of so many stars, worlds,
a gigantic universe - you do not even know.

What will it become, what will I become?
What you are... in the shallow, in the depth, made and covered up

Let it flow, once to last. Leave us to feel free. Regardless of control.