No Matter What, I am Wonderful.

I cry
to relieve the anger
that I have to punch them right in their faces
to rip out their hearts and rest of the wings
as they do to me every motherfucking day
I bleed
to wash away this moment
so poisoned and leashed in this cage they call house
to the end of their existence they will remember
as I will rise so away of here, I will disappear.
I scream
to feel all the pain in a second
and put it out of my body, soul, lungs
because they can not take it anymore
the heart will have the memory, yet, it will be overcome.
I am feeling only anger and sorrow close to them
for myself, now, I feel nothing
that is what they enjoy to cause
and tell everyone the persona they make in their minds of me,
when they never knew, not even close, what I am made of.
They break me
They suffocate me
They does not open their eyes
only their dirty mouths in never ending wobble
I will break free
I am bleeding to leave it far away from me
I am wide awake as never before, and
one day they will not have any connection
with this surviving wonderful being
I am.