Cursed.

What
do I
Need
Now?

Where
Is
My
Soul's
Soil?

Am
I
Lost
Again?
Or have
Always
Been?

Am I
Really
In
Love
For you?
Or only
am
dreaming
Too much
With
your sweet face?
Your vision
of
beauty
and loneliness
The skies
In
Your
Eyes
The
Imaginary
Feeling
For me.

My
Mind
Screams
My
Mouth
Thinks
My
Ears
Are
Suffocated
My
Breath
Is
Deaf

I am curse
Of the river
Going any direction
the card of the fortune wheel rides me.
I feel (I am) a curse in all senses.
Silhouette never forgets
On forgiveness it stays
To dance over bittersweetness
These years and faces have gave me.
I feel (I am) an inner fire of a dead outer.

Lungs are bleeding
Hearts are purring
Sirens sings in the echo of their no reciprocity
The wish evolves to put this world on fire with this soul of mine.
The culprit and the submissive surviving in their corrupted heads.
Where you put your heart into?