People stuck need to see with their own eyes.

they do not feel for me
they do not perceive
my sighs, my words, my silence
they do not care for me
money is everything in here
they can not see beyond what is happening
not only with me, but with them
the bad news, the diseases, the tiring
our bodies speaks for our health
of mind and soul
for the heart not to grieve
but they can not perceive
for almost three decades I tried to open their eyes
for I am younger, I am here to teach their minds so stuck in their pasts
everyone had somethings to learn and to teach
but the hearing is not possible with them
for them I am just a crying baby that thinks that life is easy
when it is not
but they are all wrong
their dread of changing, of evolving
I get them, I know what they have been gone through
but without opening the eyes of their minds
they will belong to the stagnation
until the bubble burst
I am tired of being here
this is not me anymore
I feel so stronger
until I enter this house
I do not feel a long time a part of this house
this does not feels like a home
when they lock doors for me not to enter,
when they shut my mouth
when their scream their lungs at me
when they do not comprehend not me, not them, nor anyone
I feel their jealousy, greedy, negative eyes over me
I can control some of the fright
my struggle is huge
and I know my love for me will get me through this
I just wanted them to see what they need to see
and hear what they are so in lack to hear
before death takes their hands
taking a bigger weight to the next lives
but they does not want to be helped
and I can not do anything more
so I just wish with all my spirit:
light for them.