You Did Not Love Me.

you dared to say to my face
you loved me

but what is this feeling of yours
so oppressive
so possessive
than only comes when I am not needing you?

in my darkest times
you dared to leave the structure so shaken
the bridge about to fall
for you never gave it security
never gave me ground to step on
only earthquakes and hurricanes

in the downfall I lost myself for once
and you was so far, farther

now I know I never felt safe with you
and it was so much better to end what
never had any pillar to stand

I am not some toy you can play with and drop in the corner
when you feel like to
the responsibility of us you could not handle
because perfection was everything for you
and in the bubble you had to stay
I just hope you had evolved
for not only your actions harm the other
but harm you too
from the deepest to the surface

consequences
conscience