closure, indeed.

I believed that you were something different

and all that I have got is delusion and missing 

because what I believed was not in every thing the truth

but an awake dream, a construction of my own mind 

at the same time I think I cried what I needed

I feel the heaviness like there is more to come soon

as the heaviness in my heart that is the guilt 

for the oblivion of what mattered so

and the dive only from my part  

forever living there 

I guess I thought you were so perfect to me

that I embraced that I was too

but in the end we both have many many flaws and traumas and miss communication

the syntony and connection

are what we have that will always make me like you a little more

in a different way you do   

I am sorry

I forgive you

I wish I could turn back time but

maybe it was not meant to last.