bleed inside/settle in

it is hard to hide my feelings for you

they are too big, kind vicious 

and I like to show more than I do

but I have to, I need to hide

for we are not equal

I bleed inside for you

since I do not know when it started

and you settle in with distance 

with measured care and love 

maybe I am too intense for you

or maybe you are too compacted for me

or maybe both of us just need to learn to be

a little bit more or less than we are

You changed me

You delight me

Our imperfections entwine and collide

I wish this feeling could be diminished

for we are not equal about it 

and I need to settle with all of this also

In a way or another, I will miss your presence in this city.