Missing.

To feel the touch of your skin
in a embrace reminds me comfortability,
our own made up perfection,
desire, life again, love back to me.

But I am half wide awake,
and this is not real anymore
I no longer want to feel blue
I am tired.

enough of this missing in form of sufocation
like I was thrown to drown on the sea.
I can not handle
can not take my life forward
like there is no you
you changed everything in me
and I felt marvelous in all senses.
complete me once more and forever and ever.

I did not want to hurt you
and now I am hurt
I am nothing but
 the depth of a sorrow and
the tightness in the chest
I can not breathe
Please, bring me back to life
with your love
I do not want to remember only
the heat of your skin against mine
I want to feel, I need to feel, I crave
to live (it) again.

I was colored, florid, blushed
once.