diving deep like that

 stuck within your fantasies

somewhere you can feel better about yourself

and the reality you try to live in every day

leashing the imaginary

as the creativity the universe needs to be unleashed to carry on

what are you doing diving deep like that?

do you know the way back to the surface?

is there the conscience inside of you of those so many layers?

you are not made of mess

or any kind of suffering only

so beyond that you can go

and i know it is not fair me telling you this

and it is worst when I do it all the time

because I know how more trapped you feel

not seeing the way out of this

the way into the balance for the heart of it all

somehow I know you are going to find and nurture self

and I with my complex of not being able

to help everyone that in my core I want to 

every day more I am embracing the spirit of it

and I wish you could do the same on your own divings