how to live fully in the jungle we call society

leaving the approach of always

I paralize

I get mesmerized

an acid and sweet insight 

the sun among the heavy clouds

comes out bringing a river of light to the kitchen

the privilege of being able to see and sense this

in a instinctive diafragm breathing

how many people does not

nor are conscious of the liberty taste

so they come and spread

with a pessimist and ignorant behaviour

at the same time looking inside your soul

with their vampire pair of eyes

although they are deeply superficial

only wanting to make you forsake your life

only intentioning to forbid you 

the mission is to make the most of us, robots,

and some mad in their panic attacks

and there are the ones who rebel

for something within them just can not

tolerate all of the abuse

oh

silence

this is exactly the kind of slavery we does not call it slavery

for this is how a job is in our perception

by being created in this society

coming through our kindred

for such a long time

you just bow down with all you can

and that is so much of what they crave 

your health? your wealth? 

yes, but more

the doubt in yourself

to not pay attention to your needs

or live your life not even close to fully

or you ask to drop out

and have the confidence to explore your horizons

to pursue those dreams they call it

'oh such a fertile imagination'

or you are too afraid of

giving up your subsistence knowings

and time sometimes is not your friend

it is passing through your fingers right now

so, what are you going to do

do you really feel the urge?

are you really capable?

the highest pressure all over every part of you

indeed, there are few

who can handle it without losing it

a society without a reality preparation on our early years

without the most necessary study

- and when I mean study, I mean

reflection, conscience, change

of their own brains and every organ

1001 influences out there

and how to deal with most of them

in the lack of it,

you learn a lot to survive in the jungle 

all though sooner or later you will be bitten

these dreams you dream are a utopia

you can not make it real

they only belong to your head

this power is not on your hands 

you can try to find a time to dream

in the amidst of the massive working

your ass off

where we inhabit is just cruel in its roots

indeed a jungle

there you need to learn a better kind of breathing

to be perceptive

to widen your vision

to know when and how to attack 

and last but not least

how to live fully