The One I Never Really Knew.

too numb to deal with the exterior world
afraid of the next downfall
not worthy of the next breath
she is roaming
abusing
manipulating
and you are too mesmerized to see

forgiveness is not so tangible as it seems
the one who does not made a home

I hope she is evolving her failures and mistakes
and accepting to rearrange all of them
place them where there is no harm
do no harm

dead eyes rely on your shoulder
the heavier it gets the number it is

should not this be the exact opposite?
could one flow bringing the marks of a turbulent past withinself?

there is knowledge and empathy on your burden
you seem to carry it so well
well, you seem
I only wish you the good