the river urges to flow

babe, I do not like sounding pessimist
but let's be realistic
this will not last
think it through

what you are feeling is not love

but an urge

a need that you can not explain

as many many others in your life

so you direct it to people who gives you the attention you crave so

but taking off you the headlights

you can see,

I do not feel the same for you

my urge is much more

physical

I do not search for the other part of my heart to really live

for it is whole already

always were

I know today

that instants of emptiness are not eternal

they are just signs of our unconscious

to be used for us to learn and grow independently

sometimes you just have to spread the feelings like a river

in order to the dam not to overflow or even explode

and leave you and others more shattered than usual

for the world already takes its big tool

any form of flowing is enough

the tears

to the shivering

to the shaking

to the faster running of the blood

so let's just spend this time now

like never before

enjoy our bodies entirely

skin, sinergy, sweat

spirit, soul, sighs

the bitter and the sweeter

no regrets for doing less

to fulfill desires we did not even know it existed within us

no need though to open your heart

the feels will come from the outter

and higher

we are ours tonight